
The rainy season continues here in Liberia with rain at least every day at some point but today a ship holiday that lasts from Friday to Monday, it is sunny and clear and I am praying for the sunshine to last!I am off to the beach both Saturday and Sunday as it is a nice cheap day out and I have a great book to read!!
Well I expected that I would blog more often than this! I really will try to but somehow this last month seemed to go by quite fast and I think that is a sign of beginning to settle in more!. I think I tend to blog and email more when I need to feel more connected. However sometimes it is too hard to email as I find thinking of home and family too heart-wrenching! I have definitely felt a bit of homesickness this past month and 2 years sometimes feels like it will be an eternity! For me the homesickness is the hardest part of being here! Yes even when I see sad and awful things! Selfish hey!
I am still loving the work here and this month has had many beautiful patients to care for and many beautiful babies to cuddle and be slobbered on by! The babies that are the same age as my gorgeous niece Evie are probably my favorites! 6 months to a year is such a cute stage! There has been happy and sad things this month on the ward! We had a baby born to a mother of a patient on the ward overnight a few weeks ago! She was only 8 months pregnant! A beautiful Aussie midwife onboard Mandy Kruegger delivered her safely. It was a little girl weighing in at just over 2kg but has done well and they named her "Mercy" a fitting name for a baby born on the Africa Mercy! But that very same week we also had a baby pass away. He was very sick and he had everything the western world could offer in terms of care but he was beyond us even when he arrived so he went to be with Jesus! Very sad but his parents were grateful for our love and professionalism in his care. Somehow death feels less normal on the ship than in hospitals at home where it is a common occurrence here it is not on the ship as our patients on the whole are healthier despite ridiculously large tumours! I had a patient recently who had a 9kg growth removed (I won`t tell you where from!) lets just say he is a new man (smile!)
Michael has moved departments this month to the Purser`s office which is part of Deck Department. He is working as the assistant purser which means he sorts out visa`s and immigration, chases down where our shipping containers and very important where our mail is! All this is not made easy by classic african time schedules! He is enjoying the challenge of it, and I enjoy the uniform he wears (smile)! Poor Michael has also had health problems the last 6 weeks stemming from that stomach problem he obtained 6 weeks ago and has finally been diagnosed with a very exotic but treatable bug! I will let him share that in our newsletter!

We celebrated Chris`s 23rd birthday the other week! She got her new hair and we went to the beach and had dinner! She loved it! She went to the beach again later that week and ate Pizza for the first time! She said it was very good and took it home to share with her neighbours! She is currently working as a dayworker onboard the ship in the laundry and she is earning money doing people`s laundry for them which she is saving to come onboard as a
CREW member! This should happen in November! She got her passport the other day and showed me so proudly when I went to visit her in the laundry! She is eventually headed to the USA with her "adopted" mother Sheri! Please pray for her visa!
What God has been teaching me this month: The last few months beginning at Gateway the Lord has really been challenging me about where I get my satisfaction! There is always a sense inside that I am not quite "there" wherever "there" is! Even when I love my husband, family, job etc.
He has shown me that I will never feel satisfied while I search for satisfaction other than in him! These empty feelings are holes that only God can fill and everything else is Idolatry! That`s heavy hey! When I place anything even what I feel I am called to do "FOR HIM" above Him is idolatry because it is putting something in the place of God! When I seek Him first I am filled up to overflowing and it is from this place that I can live an abundant life! Not a life of sucking energy and love out of others but instead I am secure in His arms and I can be a source of refreshment to all around me! What a healthier place to serve from! I am starting to get better at recognising the signs of my emptiness when I need to go and be refreshed in my Saviour! I become cranky and insecure! I look for ways to fill my own needs and not to the needs of others!! I hope my point of learning can somehow benefit you and that you would head to the source of living water to take a big deep drink so that you would be able to pour out into others in your world!
So beloved friends and family I just want you all to know how much we love you and our flesh would jump on the plane tomorrow! But I know that the Lord will sustain us and give us the grace to continue here even when it feels like we can`t cope without you all!
Love and blessings from Liberia
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